tonight I've fallen

and I can't get up



amor infinitus says:
hahas
amor infinitus says:
so wat u doin now?
♥    JERRYYYYYY says:
haha. emo ):
♥    JERRYYYYYY says:
LOLLLLLLLLL
amor infinitus says:
O.o
amor infinitus says:
u hui emo de meh?
♥    JERRYYYYYY says:
HAHHA
♥    JERRYYYYYY says:
of course not
♥    JERRYYYYYY says:
LOL
amor infinitus says:
hahas
amor infinitus says:
HAHAS!!
♥    JERRYYYYYY says:
why i tell people this everyone say same thing
♥    JERRYYYYYY says:
do i always look happy?
amor infinitus says:
lols
amor infinitus says:
cause u alwys so happy n laughing
amor infinitus says:
canot c u emo mah
♥    JERRYYYYYY says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLL
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i'm glad i look happy to everyone

school was coffeeeyholically cool
hhaahha, random word!
thats because i ate like, 10 million
coffe flavoured sweets in class today :]

msxu talked during assembly today,
about softball and the BandCguys and all.
she cried okay, wow.

I'LL MISS HER ]:

she's like the best teacher to talk to,
even relationships :]
i'm going to see her for the last
time in school tomorrow :O
hope she'll like what we're gonna do.


I CANT WAIT FOR

TRAINING TOMORROW :]


photo taking today was very shweet like duh!
my beloved Bgirls darlingggggs!
we ate together for lunch
and had a little makancheer :]
i miss them so much i swear.

Bguys and Cguys had match
so we watched.
talked to zoelynn and its like the best thing ever :]
told her (things) and she told me
loads of (things) too!
lots of love, my dearest junior :]

talking/play pool & playing golf with softballs
with chengtao/ eugene and zoelynn
was drop-dead hilarious!
told ya i've the sweetest juniors ever
ever ever like honey starwberries and sugar :]
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omg, i got

12/25

for maths test :[
but people like gurshan and jeckie
who taught me maths got lower marks than me :]
like, so loser right! HAHA.

anyway i'm so happy for bestie right now.

whatever. this post is so random.
tomorrow's friday :]
my favourite.




yours truly
SCROPIOOOOOOOOOO

Today will be difficult:
Firstly, you’ll be feeling restricted and hemmed in,
and secondly you’ll be feeling bored and in need
of some stimulation. Go to the library and get
some books out on the weird and whacky.
That should ease the discontent until the unsettled
feelings pass, which they will do soon.

fuckkkkk this is damn trueeeeeeee.
AGAIN.
damn.

back later.
i should stop swearing! -.-

i need your loving hands

to pick me up




SCROPIO
You are feeling very sensitive and emotional today,
which is probably in response to an encounter last night.
Usually you are confidence itself when
it comes to relationships,
but today you are feeling very idealistic
about the object of your affections.
The notion that this person might
be the one needs careful thought.

FUCKING TRUE!!!!!!!!
ITS SO TRUE ITS SCARY.

SWEAR.



damn, something deep

down inside just dont

feel right! shaites.

whats wronggggggg.

terrible, la.

hard feelings,

burning.

i want to kill

but i find no reason to.




hi, sweetheart
i'm okay fucktard the eggtard.
MY2.

long t see you


gotta cherish things

before i start to regret

again


:]



i love my classmates:]
jiemin gurshan mads jeckie
<3

runaway train


TAGREPLIES
JIEMIN haha, saw le:) see you party!
EUNICE hey sweetie ♥
VINCENT its nice:) HAHA. i eat that everyday! nice okay!
ERZI HAHA i know :D mummy protect! HAHA.
HUANG no emooooooooo! hahha. frenchfries -.-

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HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

CHUNHAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!


class was dumb,
and lifeskills lessons were the best:)
some 'sex' shows which made me laugh like an idiot.

training was

FUNNNNNNNNNNNNN:)

i love it like puhhhh-lease.
we've the whole field to ourselves,
Bgirls and guys.
damn fun like jklasdfnlwbhflblwgf <-- THIS!
okay i've no idea how to describ.

anyway anna and i bought packets
of some round plastic biscuits
AND EVERYONE STOLE MINE :O
especially ashton ernest and ziliang
ate like, three -.-
anyway it was

NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:)

YAMMMY.
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why's it so hard to speak.



fading in the background


SCROPIO
hmmmmmm.
Controlling influences touch on romantic matters.
Maybe you feel the need for some breathing space today,
whether you’re single or attached.
Perhaps you’ll prefer your own company,
but if you’re feeling that someone is being too clingy,
maybe there’s a reason.
Talking about it is better than ignoring it!
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TAGREPLIES
MADEL oppss i replied you in the tagboard!
JIEMIN ♥!
BRANDON ASSEMBLY that day was dead boring la!
was sleeping. LOL. haha. yeah soon!
and i'm okay:) thanks kachamputehhhhhhhhhh.
ZOELYNN sureee missy! hahah.
you ah. got thing must tell me! dont keep to yourself♥
ERZI dont let shiyun bully you ah! HAHA.
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school was BLAH i should say.

HISTORY busy catching up with bestie.
PE handball's a very very exciting game:)
MATH maths test and i'm so deaddddddddd
i swaer. although i studied like an idiot. F.
POA DAMN i failed my poa test! 7/20.
i'm the third in class thankyou:)
counting from the back, DAMNNNNNNNN.
ENGLISH copyed all quiz's answers.
or rather, i tikam all:)
BIOLOGY listening to gurshan/jeckie/nicholas
talking about turban and all.
danggg hilarious please! i was laughing like an idiot :\
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watched Cgirls' match and i think
they did really well tho they lost ):
anyway! next year alright!
its so nice to see my juniors so united:)
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i love you


wasnt even in the

mood to talk today

so i skipped training

wtih huang.

we ran away like some

idiots to keep captain from

looking our way.

mdm salwana was really

sweet to mark our

attendance:)

alright i'm still not

in the right mood to talk.

i'm craving for french fries

and mashedpotato badly

but noone wants to have

it with me! damn.

and jeckie's

pretest workshit's

with me i really wonder how

he's going to even study.

he must be training now,

i hope he doenst

call and scold!

damn, so many

bad things happen

in such a good day like this.

i know i'm talking crap :\

just ignore me.



i'm dying here

and need help badly

in mathematics!

tomorrow's test and

i think i'm dead again.

draggggs i hate school.



oh yes,

HAPPYBIRTHDAY

BESTIE:)

bestfriendsforlife!

X.





If you're not really here

then the stars dont even matter



friendship is like

peeing in your pants

everyone can see it

but only you can feel its

warmth.


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school was gooood all along,
i'm loving my seat!
talking to jiemin gurshan and jeckie always:)

today's class
MATH uh, bad as always.
PE hand ball game was .. wellllll..... yaeah.
ENGLISH MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE:)
HUAWEN talked to jm/ g/ j about the party
we're going to! and singfest:) HAHA.
POA OMG i'm so very prepared to fail
poa test, like, again! damn, this sucks please!
i tried copying bestfriend's work but still!
anyway thanks for teaching me bestie:]
HISTORY fooling around with ms sarahP [:
BIOLOGY urghhhhhh ms wong kept acting cute! HAHA.
CHEMISTRY mrgoh's the sweetest teacher in entire world!

stayed back for maths remedial.

DANG

i hate itttttttt.
ashton didnt come.
how could he ps me! :O
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eugene was super funny to talk to i swear!
he's the best junior brother everrrrrrrrrrr:)
never fail to make things better.


I CANT WAIT FOR

TOMORROW'S

TRAININGGGGGGGG Ö

like seriously please.
and slacking around like some losers
and talking to the juniors again!

ohman tomorrow's bestie's birthday!Ö
we'll be sad he's not coming school):
oh wellll.
that idiot. HAHAHHHAA.


Ö
Hello all~jerrryyyyy here...

super bored then came to blog for km lor...

today alot of dumb things happen shall not say :D

kk i go liao...dunu wat to blog oso :X


thanks for ignoring me


you idiottttttttt



TAGREPLIES
JERRY O.O chim la man! hahaha.
JIEMIN ♥♥♥
MADEL MADS! hhahaha. shoot me!
PAIN LA MADS! hahha. shooot jeckie! lol.
ZOELYNN hahhah. i fat la! haha.
stay prettyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! see you monday ♥
EUNICE YAYYYYYYYYY THANKYOU:) ♥
VINCENT haha really, then play more okay!:)
huang!♥ haha ehhhhhhh i first to update you okay!
please be veryveryevery happy la:)
yeah i going bugis later laa idiot!
you also know so long never tag -.- QIANDALA!
you always sick la, lousy! YAY GUMMYBEARS!!!!!!!
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good day,
good day.

♥


sighs.

guess whats meant to be will

always come your way


TAGREPLIES
MADEL haha, i like your specs la mads!
jerry LOL nahhhhhhhh.
jiemin haha, ya la ya la! eh jiemin
saint of heartbreaks cool leh! LOL.
vincent LOL soccer? haha. why so random!
haha stay happy toooooooo ya!
EUNICE haha, ♥ thanks! i want your link:)
ZOELYN hey sexy! thanks:) lotsa ♥!
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School was short and sweet,
i've the best teachers in the world:)
SS wasnt sleeping, for the first time!
MT gossiping w/ gurshan&jiemin
about anything plus everything:D
POA had mini test and i copied it all.
i'm sooooooo dead for the coming test, i swear.
MATH talking to bestfriend and got scolded
for like every mintue.
sometimes its so hard to talk >(
LS talked about single dating :]
jiemin& i were like,
' too bad jeckie isnt here to get all hyper again '
LOL. he's always to horny shit!

huang/ desmond/ kithong and i
wanted so much to play murderer before training
but nobody seems to give a shit about us
when we invited them to join.
we ended up eating mashpotato and icelemon tea
in a coner like some losers.
at least it was their treat:)
if we're losers, we'll be the best losers ever!
YAY LOSERS4LIFEEEEE :P

trained with the girls
and i had to be catcher!
my least favourite please :(
got hit in the knee hard
and i almost cried like a loser! BOOO.
worst thing ever.

gossiped with crystal,
didnt know she's so mean okay.
we gossiped about the uglyiest/ weirdest
gossips about the lower secondary!
DANG INTERSTING, LAAAAAAAAA TDMOMGXXXXX.

talked to zoelyn& eunice too,
i've the best juniors ever:D:D:D:D

yanwen's the best person to
be dumb with i tell you,
we sticked tall grasses on our heads:)
YAY L4L!
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anna& SL's sick,
takecare guys!
especially shaun, la!
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i hate finding out truths
which i've to keep.


lotsa L,


and i dont know

how to be fine when i'm not

cause i don't know

how to make the feelings stop


happy birthday joanne, tuition bud.
happy brithday WJ.
happy birhtday farhan, the sexy.
happy birthday Q:)




together, forever

hi love,
hows life coming along.

good, la. good.

what would you do if for
every moment you're truly happy
there would be 10
moments of sadness?


forever and a day



yay i'm so happy everything's okay now :]
thanks huang and sorry if i scare you!

school was good today,
plus rich lessons were actually fun!
gurshan gave me his kitkat from mdm kee,
very nice of him please!
my newfound bestfriend! :D:D:D:D

CHEM i actually understand!
thanks mrgoh and jeckie of course.
MATH pretended to listen:)
SS ms lo was happy i paid attention!
oh wait, did i? :O
HISTORY yawnnnnnnnnnnn.
ENGLISH 's the best lesson ever!
ms mary was veryveryveryevryevry hilarious
although she kept picking on me:)

4 periods of mdm kee was surprisingly goooood.
oh wait. dont misunderstand,
MDMKEE STILL SUCKS! :):):)
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training was boring
but talking/laughing/whatever
with Ziliang/MsXu & co was the
best thing everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
we bullied gina, very mean right!
all thanks to that lameass.

anyway i still think my joke is funnyyyyyyy!
although no one agrees but mememe!
YAY kahminology still rocks :D:D:D:D

kithong/loser/everyone else = L4L
LOSER4LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

hahahhaa, okay i'm over happyyyyyyyyy!
ILOVEJERRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

(yay meeting jm and mads for breakfast tmr!)
i dont what you're thinking
but i stilll love you as always

why does things always go the wrong way
when it comes to the point that
i really feel happy
things just screw themselves up
i guess its life

shit everything

see.

edge.

aye.

and.

gee.

yee.

:)



primary 1

haha, recenlty found it in mad's
sharing floder!






HANCOCK WAS A WEIRD MOVIE.
THE STRANGERS'S THE LAMEST MOVIE
+ SCARYSCARYSCARYSCARYSCARYSCARYSCARYSCARY
= RAWRRRRRRRRRR,
no storyline, la :X

i thought it'd be a nice movie.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh movies,
my favourite.

currently having gastric fluuuuuu, RAWR.
now i'm eating sushis (lots of em)
plus lime flavoured icecream.
YUUUUMALIOUSSSSSSSSS.
all thanks to the best brother in the world.

DANGGGGGGGGG
alright stopping scary thoughts, la!
goddd i've to stop using singlish
although its the in thing!

i love my brother.
i love jerry!


guess i've got what they say

just a twist in my story



whatsoever.
so be it.


i want to give in.
i've always been
haven i?

yes, marilyn
i'll see you tomorrow.
you've been spamming my phone
for the pass a million hours la!

i've been talking to anna everyday
BUT WHY DOES IT SEEMS LIKE
YEARS SEEMS WE'VE TALKKKKKKKKKKK.



(5)

thoughts



SCROPIO

You are probably feeling the need to take
up a new interest, but it will need to be
one that allows you a lot of self expression.
If you’ve been feeling a little dragged down
by the recent planetary activity then take
comfort in the fact that the planetary
changes bring a sense of freedom!
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school was good
and for the first time
i didnt fall asleep in class:)
was a veryveryveryvery good achievement.

thanks to yihao for all biscuits
that kept me awake.
YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

bio at the lab was fun,
with loads of biscuits to eat,
(we're suppose to do expiriment with them)
bio hasnt been so fun before:)
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(stay) If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't) don't tell me I will
(go) make it on my own,
(stay) don't leave me tonight,
(close) this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go) if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight


(4)

i'll be okay


i've to stop thinking too much.
i've to learn to stop
thinking about how people look at me.
i've to look ahead and get on with life.
i love softball :D
i love gossiping with the sballers.
i love my friends.
i love mdm salwana.
she's veryevryveryveryervy sweet:)
i love listening to juniors gossiping.
i love mixing up coach's drink and get scolded.
i love jerry!

class was bad as usual
but english test was worse.

man was veryveryvery scary
i was really worried.
glad everything's okay now.

its been so long since i've talk to sl!

ohyes, happy birthday erzi!
thanks for everything.
loads of love.

i'm going to finish my situational writing
and be a good girl.


things're suppose to be better.
i wonder where's everyone going.
i wished they treat me as invisible.
i dont wanna be noticed.
i wanna be unknown.

school was a drag.
i hate school.

❤JERRY


why am i losing something
in every single thing i gain

why's things so difficult to end?
why am i even here?


HURT

BUT NOT

DEFEATED



MY,
W/L


SCROPIO

Thanks to a couple of strong aspects you are
likely to be rather impetuous when it comes to
matters of the heart today, but you should
hold back a little before you commit yourself
to anything. If you’re in doubt at all
then seek the advice of a trusted, down-to-earth friend!

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cant figure out
why things always
goes the wrong way
even though i think i'm right

all along

or am i always wrong
whats the point of all this
give me some air
i need to breathe, too



CHANGES?



JIEMIN!
i miss you!




since i got myself in the mess
i'll get myself OUT.


THANKS MADS ALOT!

LOOKAHMIN!
guess who am I (:

i tear my heart open,

i sew myself shut.



SCROPIO
i swear this is helling true.

Temporary lunar influences may create miscommunication
issues: the morning may appear to be beset with
confusion or mixed messages, and like Libra you
could end up not knowing what’s going on.
However, the afternoon’s influences introduce
some much needed clarity and direction!
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lets try out M's quizzzzz.

1.Name five person you're thinking of right now?

1. HUANG
2. JIEMIN
3. MADS
4. SL
5. MAN

Don't change the list of persons!
It will be less fun if you did that.

2.How did you know number 4?
; (SL) softball?

3.Are you close with number 1?
; (HUANG) yeeeeeeeees.

4.Do you think you will marry number 2 in future?
; (JIEMIN) jiemin'll you marry me? LOL.

5.Three words that best describe number 5?
; (MAN) niceman, scaryman, coolman.

6.Have number 2 sang to you?
; (JIEMIN) HAHAYESSSSSSSSSSSS:)

7.What's your relationships with number 3?
; (MADS) she's the best gay everrrrrrrrr!

8.What's the most irritating attitude of number 4?
; (SL) he's not irritating!!!!!! sometimes scary :D

9.Have you go on a date with number 1?
; (HUANG) she's always dating me. HAHAHHA.

10.What will your reaction be if
number 3 and 5 were to date?
; (MADS AND MAN) WOW REACTION!!!!!!!! HAHAHA.

11.Is number 5 from the same school as you?
; (MADS) of courseeeeeee.

12.What do you think is the perfect job for number 1?
; (HUANG) she ah :| cant think about. HAHA.

13.What is the one thing that you don't like about number 2?
; (JIEMIN) nothinggggg! love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14.How do you find number 1?
; (HUANG) the best person in the whole entire world!

15.What's number 3 all-time favourite
phrase that he/she always says to you?
; (MADS) 'AIYAAAAAAAAAA' HAAHHA.

16.Would you date number 2 ?
; (JIEMIN) JIEMIN CAN I DATE YOU! HAHAHA.

17.Is 4 a nice friend?
; (SL) HAOPENGYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

18.Does 5 smokes?
; (MAN) UHM??? i hope not tho!

19.Is 1 in love?
; (HUANG) HAHAHHA GOOD QUESTION.
i guess everyone knows the answer already -.-

20.Do you love 3?
; (MADS) yeeeees, mads!
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school was dang boring like always.
6 periods in school today,
and i slept totally for the first 4.
recess with mads in the libary
and huang came to find me:)
I WAS SO TOUCHED -.-

last two periods were really intersting :D
last period -- lifeskills.
TALKED ABOUT SEX.
jeckie was getting really horny and
kept shaking -.-

MDMKEE (walk to us): so hows the discussion?
( jeckie's body's still shacking not realising mdm kee)
ME : mdm kee you see jeckie so horny!
JECKIE : *hehehe
MDMKEE : uhm class, i hope you all dont be like
jeckie ah, being so hyper and excited and horny.
please relax -.- and uhm. stop shaking.
ME&GURSHAN : haahhahahhahah.
JECKIE : walao cher behind never tell me -.-
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skipped training,
ms xu was so pissed with the guys.
and its a miracle ziliang/ brandon/ kithong
came training.

i'm still thinking whether to
go catch movie with anna laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


JIEMIN PLEASE CALL!

THANKS MADS! :D


the sweetest word

is your name




still i'll give the whole world

to see your face.






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AND PLEASE DONT TELL

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PLEASE REMEMBER NOT

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